My weekends are becoming sleepingly useless these days. I overslept on Saturday and Sunday. Curled up in the warmth of my Queen size bed, I slept and slept the winter weekends away.
Besides having another good FILM CLUB Saturday, I really don't seem to get out beyond this; my unrelated brother, Quan Tran, who has just came back from Vietnam, started to question this. "Maria, is everything ok, sis. I should take you out sometime...". Yeah. I must of look like real concerning loser of some sort. Adamantly a lazy case in relationships and chronically dateless, my friends are voicing their concerns.
Sunday night sees me playing around with my best friend's baby. She's the same age as I am, happily married and now onto her second child, and has her whole life planned out. You just start to wonder whether your own happiness is justified.
I mean, I'm pretty cruisey and like the way things are for me. I thrive on conceptual thinking, ideas, bigger picture stuff, geekdom and you know, all those kiddish glory. So when confronted with, "When are you going to settle?" question, I really don't know how to defend myself.
And what do you settle with? Something you are unsure of, just to fill the void? Or to wait around till the perfect fit comes along, "soulmate" they call it, and that's that?
Humbug....oh...here's my old school bum chum's baby boy....so cute!!!
Besides having another good FILM CLUB Saturday, I really don't seem to get out beyond this; my unrelated brother, Quan Tran, who has just came back from Vietnam, started to question this. "Maria, is everything ok, sis. I should take you out sometime...". Yeah. I must of look like real concerning loser of some sort. Adamantly a lazy case in relationships and chronically dateless, my friends are voicing their concerns.
Sunday night sees me playing around with my best friend's baby. She's the same age as I am, happily married and now onto her second child, and has her whole life planned out. You just start to wonder whether your own happiness is justified.
I mean, I'm pretty cruisey and like the way things are for me. I thrive on conceptual thinking, ideas, bigger picture stuff, geekdom and you know, all those kiddish glory. So when confronted with, "When are you going to settle?" question, I really don't know how to defend myself.
And what do you settle with? Something you are unsure of, just to fill the void? Or to wait around till the perfect fit comes along, "soulmate" they call it, and that's that?
Humbug....oh...here's my old school bum chum's baby boy....so cute!!!
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| Baby, baby, how was I suppose to know.... |
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